((((((((((((((((((((Kimmy))))))))))))))))))))

I am sorry your feeling so overwhelmed with all these feelings right now.

I think that being there for your father in the end was a good thing. You were able to share something special between the two of you that you will forever cherish.

I know that you have been having a hard time with this and I am wondering if your husband isnt right, maybe you should wait a while. I think maybe your feeling this sense of urgency because your wanting to be close to your father, even just to make sure that the final arrangments were taken care of. I just dont want you to push yourself and end up feeling overwhelmed. Just take things slow. Have you talked with your T about this sense of urgency your feeling?

I just want you to take care of you. Dont push yourself to hard. Your hubby may be right, needing to take more time may not be such a bad thing.

Thinking of you.

Huggles