thank you ((((((((((ev))))))))))) ((((((((((((jen)))))))))))

i don't think i have built back up the necessary resources to risk being flooded again.

i think i have to acknowledge what i want, but heed what i might NEED right now a little more. it can be put off, but doing so causes a type of additional grief. however, i have to know my limitations right now.

i will discuss this with t. he might help me to make that line even more clear right now, so that i can feel ok about doing what i need to do.

thank you again!

kd