Hello Bananna,

I really agree with Nuc & Byz you are on the way by admitting that you are self medicating, and you should be really proud of yourself for kicking the grog.

Maybe your doc can review your meds now and reorganise them? Only way to know is on your next appt, and be open with him telling him that the meds are not covering the day.

It will be more difficult even though you have kicked grog, because your body is used to having it and you are depriving it, so the meds may need to cover more issues now and that is what you should tell your doc.

Keep going and know that you have support and you are not alone in trying to set yourself straight. It's not wrong to want to "be" happy as opposed to wanting to "feel" happy for a limited amount of time, there is a big difference,

Good Luck,

Rhiannon