Thank you Cyborg. I appreciate the encouragement and support. It helps to remember that my assessment is blurred and my fears magnified by the cycling moods. While my depression has broken for a time the reciduals are always present. After such a long episode of depression I seem to still see and process things through the depressive lens.

wishing you well cyborg and welcome to PC. I look forward to getting to know you as time goes on. Take good care.