My Dearest Sanity, thank you so much. I know that helping others get through there stressful moments in life can be rewarding, but at the same time detrimental. I hope that I'm not triggering anything for you, but you have been a great friend and I appreciate you vary much, respect is a strong word for me and for me to tell someone that I respect them means a great deal. I RESPECT YOU VERY MUCH! You have been kind, thoughtful, and theraputic. Your wisdom is well recieved. You know how you get a sense off someone, you just know after a while who you can trust, for the most part anyway.
As you can see by time stamps, I don't sleep well, I either sleep way to much or not enough. I've often wondered if my DX is inncorrect or complete, although I never would give them a chance to know all the details, cause I feel as though I am being judged, (duh, isn't that what therapy is) but hindsight is 20/20 right? But while in the moments it is hard to think rationally. To be totally honest and not keep things inside, important details that are hard to talk about. I have a real hard time appreciating myself and all that I have been through. I tend to minimize everything, and don't fully comprehend the impact that it has on me, to this very day.
But being depressed on and off for so many years, you tend to not realize the little signs of depression because it is so much apart of you that it's "normal". Does that make any sence? Anyway I'm rambling, trying to avoid.......
I just wanted to let you know how much I do respect and appreciate you.
Your Friend,