Gosh, Kathy M, what sick people you have run afoul of....! Yeah, I have tought about death alot, especially when I go through my depressed periods. When I am more affect normal, I realize that it is probably one of the things I have in common with just about everyone, and hey! Not much I can do about it in the long run. Life, on the other hand, is mine and mine alne to manage, so what am I going to do about that? Much scarier. and also far more exciting HUGGS