Why have I chose to open this door right now?

Sweetie,

Now is not the time to be hard on yourself. You deserve kindness and caring. Would you give me a hard time about it if it was me?

Look at your mind like it's a balloon.

You fill it up and up and it stretches and stretches until it just can't hold anymore.

You either have to relieve some of the pressure or it will pop. This "air" has to come out...as hard as it is.

Thinking of you.

Petunia