((((Chcklets))))) - my heart goes out to you with this very difficult situation. I think you did the right thing with leaving and I understand all the confusing feelings. Your husband needs specific serious therapy for his addiction and if he doesn't get it, he'll likely go back. Having child pornography on his computer is a crime - he could get arrested. I'm wondering if getting arrested would prompt him to get the serious help he needs. I think the lure of pornography is much stronger than the desire to quit.

I don't blame you for not trusting him and I think he should only have supervised visits. I don't mean to frighten you, but the police could question anyone living in the house as well. I'm sorry you're in the position.