I walked off my job today. I don't know why. I almost started crying on the floor, all I could think about was getting my bottle of acetaminophen and ODing. So when I went for my break, I went outside, called my best friend and started crying on the phone for half an hour... Then I went and sat in the bathroom and cried for another hour until I got up and just walked home without telling anyone at work.

My dad has no idea what's wrong with me and I don't know how to explain any of it to him. Every day I freak out on him, usually over the simplest things, I treat him like crap and I'm pushing my best and last friend away.

I haven't gone to a professional yet, I keep meaning to but I have no idea who to go to or where to start. I've been checking off every symptom I have, every little thing I do and feel and think and I wouldn't doubt it's Borderline PD I'm suffering from.

Is what happened to me today a common symptom of BPD sufferers?