I dont drive and I dont do anything I rarely get out of the house unless someone takes me so Im a burden on my family and especially my friends I know sometime i dont hear from them and thats when i know they are tired of me asking them to do things for me.
i have bipolar and just starting taking lamotrigine about a month ago and i do feel like its helping me get up and shower but sometimes im not in the moods to see people and i do get tired of my friends coming and sometimes even if i dont ask for something they come over and check on me and do stuff for themselves like have their ups packages sent to my place and come to do laundry and stuff like that.
I guess its a way I can pay them back for doing things for me but i get mad and depressed and i get my feelings hurt alot and I feel all mixed up.
Does anyone else have feelings like this ? I dont read to much about what good I am to people when Im so helpless around here on this forum but thats how i feel