You're not a burden. You don't realize what a help you are to them. Oh, they may act like you're a pain, but where do they go when they need their clothes washed? And who wants dirty clothes? And free not at a laundromat (which is getting expensive). And I know how much of a pain it is to work and try and get a package from ups. No, you're a real help. And you're a real help here, too. You help people here. We a bipolar, so we are gonna have our ups and downs. Sometimes you just gotta step back and see the whole picture. Hang in there. Hugs, Owl.