Well my driving privileges have been taken away so I have to move back in with mom and dad until they get reinstated. I guess Dr. Baker didn't realize and neither did I that when I am able to drive that means I am no longer homebound so I am no longer eligible for home health. Well Dr. Baker wants me to have home health so I can no longer drive . I am very bummed but think that for some reason it has to be good. I know the temptation for smoking was extremely hard and I have to admit I gave in a couple of times . I am very ashamed to admit that. So on that hand it is better for me to be out here so I can heal and not have the temptation of that. It is very easy for me not to smoke when I am out here because there is no one to supply them. But when I am at my apartment all I have to do is go to the neighbor and he will give them to me. This will give me more time to build good habits in place of the smoking.

I am trying to remain positive but it is rather hard.

Jan