You know how crazy I am? I felt faintly suicidal on the way home from the store. It was like an automatic thought. "Well, I can't find a suit. I should just kill myself."

I am not going to do anything because I know how stupid it would be for me to hurt myself and my family that way, but I feel crazy just for having the thought. What sane person thinks that way? I am sure many women have stood in the dressing room with an unflattering suit on and said, "OMG, I am going to kill myself." But who really means it in the small moment it takes to think it?

Just me, because I am crazy.