wow thank you guys for the encouragement sometimes i dont think my issues warrent posting them here on this forum but I just dont express myself well so i feel like what I say is nothing compared to others .
I do have alot of drama in my life usually caused from the my older kids or friends but that makes me go crazy or and I feel like im gonna snap on somebody and other times im ok even kind of happy but its short lived when something happens and triggers me into being depressed again !
my exhusbands birthday is on the 22nd of this month and since he ditched me here in this state from my home state Its a huge trigger for me and ive been waiting for it to hit me again .
Does anyone feel the moods coming on? even a day or two before because i do