For the most part of today I have actually felt better.
Then SLAM <<<<>>>>BAM.........in the toilet it goes.
I just got an email from my Mom. Thought @ the end she was saying she loves me and Mare (my wife). And I was like, finally she is coming around and it is all going to be okay.
But, I misunderstood who she was talking about..she meant me and my sister.
And, it just affirms that she is never going to accept me.
I could be a millionaire, find the cure to depression/cancer,you name it...even end world hunger and to my Mom I am still just going to be a lousy, no good dyke who is going straight to hell.

I tried so hard to end today on a positive note...dammit!