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Originally Posted by Innerzone
When they did, it took some adjustment, which seems weird, but being somewhat "normal" took some getting used to. But it was a sweet sweet thing, and I'll never go without again if I can help it.
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Innerzone so well put. I had the same struggle. I was so used to the hypomanic energy that it became my "norm"; the depression I always wrote off as being "burnt out".
Now 3 years later I hate any phase of this illness. The hypomania feels "off" to me and is often off putting to others. The depression has the capability of killing me.