I have an intense fear of dying and death itself. Although I am young and healthy, this fear is seriously affecting my life in a negative way. It is almost always on my mind. I now obsessively search spirituality websites looking for answers. This does little to help me because I am extremely skeptical of everything that I read on these issues. Because I don't believe in anything I get the feeling that life in meaningless. In my mind I can argue away all claims that life does have meaning. I really need some help.

If you are someone who is religious or spiritual, how do you maintain your beliefs? I'm the sort of person who is logical and needs rational proofs for any arguments. Although I guess existence itself is pretty illogical.