Googley, can you see how your past is affecting this situation? Can you see how you are fitting the present into your past? Yes, it feels like she is getting rid of you because this is how you feel your parents treat you. Dysfunctional parents have many issues which keep them from being good, attentive parents. If you can see this issue of their neglect of you being about them and not because of you, it can help you to heal. Once you heal this issue you will stop seeing this same issue pop up in your present life.