Thanks so much for the hugs. I'm seeing psychiatrist. She's nice. It's so weird because I have my dream job compared to any of the jobs that I've ever had before and I thought I was so miserable because of the jobs I had. But it is not so. My brother says he'd love to be in my situation where work is concerned. He just doesn't know about what my life is really like. Life is unbearable at the moment.