I'm at such a loss today. His brother wrote a letter to friends to be open about any struggles with bipolar disorder; do not be ashamed. I wanted to reply, but I didn't. I'm not really a friend of the family so I don't feel it's my place to intrude. I am angry that this disease takes so many lives. I'm sad about the loss of such a spirit.

My t and I played phone tag today and never did make direct contact. He told me he believes he has an opening tomorrow if I'd like to come in. I'm going to try in the morning to get in to see him.