aaaaahhh Sanityseeker - I wish i could say something to make it easier. I've been to 2 pdoc's (3rd one coming up) not because they keep moving, but because I just cannot work with them. I feel they don't really care and don't listen.
My meds have been a waste of time, so right now I am on none - waiting for the depression, but coping right now.
I wish I had a pdoc to hold my hand too, check in regularly, really care, not be afraid to listen to me, or try new combos. Someone who WANTS me to get better, not for me to just be an eternal patient to pay his salary.