Hi there:
Thank you for your words of support. I'm not sure if my depression isn't as bad or if as you say Wendy and I are amazing people. All I know is that I have been trying very hard to keep things in my life going, mostly because when I think of the long term consequences I find them overwhelming. Some people have suggested that I take a break from school, but frankly I think that fear of failure is the only thing that is keeping me going at this point. If I took a break from school I'm afraid I would never get out of bed or out of my apartment.
Anyway, I hate sounding so negative. I'm hoping I will get through this. I wish I had my family here. Sometimes I feel so lonely.
Thanks for your response.
Roski