Thank you for sharing this faded spirit. We are sorry you are feeling this way, but you expressed it so beautifully.
When part is feeling depressed and confused, it can discombobulate all, even if the bad feelings are not theirs. I hope it is good that the silent one revealed himself? Even if it has caused turmoil?
Thank you for writing, I hope it helped you in some small way to convey your feelings here.
~Emma