ewwww, run away, run away!!!!!!!

the person who really needs a kick is the T who said, there is nothing wrong with you. OBVIOUSLY you were reaching out for help, what kind of help is that grrrr

I imagine that instead, you would need a T who would present his/her finger as a perch for you to step out on. there is no HURRY Phoenix, but I hope you find your way forward soon, so you won't hurt so much. this is for you