seventyeight, thank you! I told T what I posted here, and that it was HUGE, and not just a "nice interaction", and how that's IT for me. I hope she realized what I meant. It's so important, probably too important, for me to be understood. I know it's a personal insight, and I wish I didn't feel like I want everyone on PC to "get my stuff", but I do. I'm much too selfish in that way, gotta work on that. I have a need to share, bigtime. I should have put THOSE feelings, except they came up AFTER the session, in the container too.