This might not be the right place for this, but this is where I felt comfortable posting.

I have to go see my cardiologist today for a problem that they have been keeping an eye on. The doctor is really mean and he scares me.

All doctors scare me, especially men-doctors. I tend to kind of "check out" during appointments, but I'm still scared. I want to not go, but I know that I should.

Wish me luck.