Oh sweetheart.. I know exactly how you are feeling. I just broke up (again) with the guy I have been on and off with for a year. I am 23 and he is 27, but he is so emotionally immature. All he's ever done is hurt me, but I love him. This past time it hurt worse than the rest. Because I told him this was it. If he was ending it now, then I can't ever do it again. And the kicker is, we work together, in the same office. it has been a week and the first day I spent almost entirely in bed crying. I know I'm better off without someone who is unable to treat me lthe way I deserve. But the past 2 days anytime I'm alone I just cry. It is SO hard to give up someone you love, or even someone you just really really like a lot. I have bipolar and that doesn't make it any easier.

Feel free to PM me if you want someone to talk to. <3