So true....I have wasted too much of my 46 years (since I was 8) thinking about my death..There have been (and still are) times that I told myself I would welcome it....but...the reality is....That thinking came from my Dad and I need to let what he did go...My life has so many blessings in it....I just need to keep focused on the present and not the past...It's certainly not perfect..but...it's still a blessing!