ive been blue ive been trying to hide it. ive been trying to get people to come over and just hang out i feel pretty bad i dont feel i can go out i dont have money for gas to get to my parents and they wont come here either. its not just the gas its the other emotions and stuff im going through i just need someone to care enough to come here and hang out. lol so sad just so lonely. so blue wishing there was someone that gave a hoot. someone to just sit with me. talk with me. call me show me they care. *sigh* it is a little selfish to want them to do all the work but thats not it at all. when i feel good i make all the effort i call i go over i even talk on the phone and text if need be. when its for me they all beeline for the door