ty everyone.

Maybe I needed to rant a little.

I hate feeling like I have to raise my voice to get attention, even from you blessed ppl!

But I appreciated you all finally sharing with me.

And telling me I'm not whining.

Every time I get silence, I hear my head going, "See, they probably don't wanna hear you complain."

But I don't know where else to complain...

ty,

Billi

PS: will share my update on a new thread.