Hi, it's me again. lol

Billi.

Last Monday, I screwed up my nerve (I ALMOST DIDN"T GO) and went to a new therapist. She seemed to validate my history as an abuse survivor and treated my condition more like ptsd. I did not tell her about self-harm or suicidal history, just that I from time to time felt like ending it (doesn't everybody sometimes?)

She made an appt. for me to her again in 2 weeks (this clinic will only pay for 2 appts a month, but that's better than nothing!) and to see the psyche doctor in Sept. I have enough meds till then, t goodness!

Then Tuesday, I went to the dental specialst for my root canal. Big decay in tooth and they may have to extract this one too! OMG. If they do, I will actually be relieved, cause it will other wise involve lots of work. I am not looking forward to spending the whole summer in dental office! UGH. I don't do pain, either.

I woulda posted this in Pain, but last time I did, no one responded.

I am afaid everyone here (except maybe this forum) hates me cause I"m bpd.

So I am no longer going to post anywhere else but the sleep and dream issues forum.

anyway, I hope I won't have to bother the dentist with pain. Gum is still swollen and I always look forward to anyone finding out how needy and insecure I am and making it very clear what a pain I am!

Want to thank you all for your support in previous post, "agitated".

Billi