WePow, remember that this is about more than just T, this is your inner child crying out for everything that she didn't get while growing up. Babies cry to be fed or changed and they demand it now. As we mature we get more patient but you might still be at that very young stage where it is so, so difficult to wait. This is okay because it is normal (and I know painful too). You will progress WePow. You aren't going to contact your T about this are you? He won't know your pain unless you tell him.