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Originally Posted by pachyderm
I think you did a good job of expressing yourself.
If you have a psychologist you might tell him a few of the things you want to, and see how he reacts. If you trust him from that, then you might tell him a few more things.
In school, you do not necessarily have to put on a tremendously happy face. You don't have to tell other people any more about yourself than you want to. Leave that to people you trust, if any -- and to us here, as you get to trust this place.  |
Thanks for the complement. I usually have a hard time saying what I feel but after an hour typing this it all just came together.
I have been with this psychologist for three years and I still have no trust for him. Its been this way with the past psychologists too. I don't trust anybody that I can see face to face. I don't trust myself. I am scared to trust because the ones who you are supposed to trust were always the ones that I got hurt by. I trust you guys more. I can't see you and you can't see me.
As for the school part you are right. I don't have to have a very happy face and its none of their business about my life. I can keep that hushed.
Thanks