Hi, Junerain!
Once upon a time, I lived among people for whom "doing something" was less integral to their self-concept. They were more comfortable with "idleness." Consequently I've come to believe there's a significant cultural component to the discomfort, even severe discomfort, many of us on these forums feel when we're not actively working.
May that camp revive you, Junerain
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.