Is it even possible to be able to have something even resembling a chronological timeline of my life??
And is it too much to ask about my childhood, to try and fill in some of the gaps?
For instance, ever since the anniversary nearly 2 weeks ago, I've had some "revelations" involving the stuff recovered and the 8th birthday. Or so I think. It seems too much to be a "coincidence". But I asked my mom if I had gotten sick on my 6th or 7th birthdays, and she said she had no idea, why was I even asking such a ridiculous question? Umm..mom I don't REMEMBER, so forgive me for attempting to get some answers...

But it's not just the birthdays. I feel like I can't remember anything...like my "assumptions" about my ability to remember have been shattered. Like I always believed I remembered the most about age 6, but when I look back, I remember about 4 days of school and only flashes of being home. Don't even ask about memories before school, because I couldn't tell you what age they were.

Anyone else just wish there was some reliable way to get a timeline? To figure out what age you are in memories?

Sorry for the post, I'm just really confused....