Googley, your words helped me out so much yesterday. thank you soooo much!
I ended up being too triggered from the folks last night and all that stuff... and I was forced to write T again. I even told him I promised I would never write him again because I felt too needy. He told me I didn't sound needy at all and we would process more of it. I was floored by his gentle response. And I am so glad you and others helped me get the nerve to trust once again. Thank you is not enough.

((( Sannah ))))