Hi it's me again
Just needing to come here and vent some bad feelings, need someone who will listen.
I have been very down the last few days, I feel like the meds I'm on are not working anymore, I have been on so many different kinds. Sometimes they seem to be working alright and then it feels like they stop working.Does anyone else have this problem????
I am finding it really hard right now because all my real friends all live in different proviences and I hate to keep talking to them about my problems, so that is why I am choosing to write here tonight.
This may sound all mixed up but I am feeling like I am haveing trouble concentrating.
I have gone from full time employment to next to none and from taking courses at the University to taking none all in the past six months.
Now I am at home pretty much everyday, except once a week I go to group therapy, a very drastic change. When my car was working I also did a lot of things for and with my kids(they are older) but we are very close.
I am feeling very useless and I am struggling financially, my husband suffered from a heart attack a year and a half ago, and he is working again but has a lot of pressure to pay bills etc. My doc. and T are telling me not to work as I am not doing very well.I am goingto try and work part time closer to home.
Sometimes for me I feel better when I write things out as I am now, I do better at expressing myself by writing, when I used to see my therapist once a week(HE LEFT) I would always have things wrote out and hand it to him to read and then I could talk easier after.
I hope I am not boaring you , but I like to come here and read what others write and try to give suggestions, plus get some stuff off my mind.
I just feel like I have no where else to turn and that maybe I am being a bother to people.
Well thanks for listening everyone.
I hope you are all having a nice evening, best wishes