(((( zoo ))) I hope that today is better for you. And I do think that the trauma healing work does bring up SI issues. Sometimes there are parts of us that were hurt too young when we didn't have words. The only way we could get help was to cry. So now when we SI, it is our young mind that is so injured and it doesn't know how to use words to describe the agony it is in. Doing the trauma work will uncover those old wounds. Be very careful right now to stay as close to your T as you can stay - to stay safe. Even if you just have to call T or email T to vent in a way that makes no sense to anyone at all.... just to process THROUGH the pain without causing harm to the body.

You can make it through this.