I'm sure you not, I dont know why i even put hat, it really wasnt relevant.
And from what i can tell, your very "simple" heart is a gift i'm sure most people would like the entire world to have. Regarding your own issues, please dont post if you feel like thinking about whatever reply your going to put might make your life more difficult.
And i do owe apologies, i owe them to so so many people, for what i've not been able to achieve.
It is my own life, but i keep dragging people not just in, but also down in mine as well.. I have to be responsible for my actions.