I just can't be left alone with myself right now,and you're all I have right now... I have friends sure,but n0t one of them could possibly understand me like this,all these years of depressive isolation must finally be getting to me,coz face it,look at me,the people who know me best,are people who don't know me at all...just makes me feel worse ya'know? And I don't mean anything negative about you nice PC folk,it just says alot about me is all. I hate this, I hate all of it...