I've forgotten whether it's all right to write the "s" word, so I didn't, and put the trigger on this also. I remember bringing this up once before but that was with my other T. History repeats itself, of course. In my email, I mentioned that my "too good" feelings get mixed up with you know, those physical kinds of feelings. I've told her that already, but this time she wrote that she thinks it's important and wants to talk about that first thing in my session.

HELP!! I already know she doesn't think I'm weird, but I think I am. Will anyone else admit to feeling s_____ feelings when they feel connected to their T? It's not about her. This does NOT belong in the "romantic feelings for my T subforum." It's just that my wires are crossed somehow.

How in the world am I going to talk about this more than I aready have? I don't know what she wants to know, so I'm anxious. I know I don't have to talk, but I really want to know what's "wrong" with me. This is SO embarrassing even though I have the nicest T in the world!