Sorry ((((sj))))) Ok.. let's revisit your subject line.... I've been at this point lots.. and often... and ... my problem is, I can't seem to find an answer to WHAT would make it a decent day??? Can you? What needs to happen (or not) for you to be able to appreciate the day, or life, in general? I sending good wishes for you... I know I usually set my expectations way too high. My T says it's because I haven't accepted my disability---yet! I am frustrated in this, as it's been 18 1/2 years.. what am I doing (or doing wrong??) I'm going to try thinking about this again, what would make one of MY days "decent." (Having been in a very long pain flare.... I'm tempted to say a day without high pain, but that isn't "fair" to me... maybe I will not find a decent day, as I don't know how to look for it.)

no, maybe not unconditional love from a mom... like I said, in their own way...