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i need to get this off my chest and i can't bring myself to tell the people around me. i feel ashamed for having these thoughts after trying to help them stop hurting themselves. and to top it off to try and stop these thoughts i drank twice this weekend. i have never felt worse, i went back to my room and just cried because i couldn't even tell my best friend the second time. all i could think about is how im disappointing her by relapsing. i just feel like crap cause of it and i want to cut so badly.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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