Glad you have managed to find some inspiration.
I often think about taking all my posts, editting them slightly and coming up with a kind of handbook to Bipolar.
I've read - An Unquiet Mind - but I find it focused too much on the mania, something I cannot relate to. But if someone could reassure me that my mixed episodes, my awkward states of being (Such as you describe) were quite normal and I was not alone in feeling (Or not) this way, it would be very beneficial.

Go for it while you feel inspired, and hopefully it will drag you out of this state. Please do try share your pieces that you manage to compile