How are you doing now - thinking of you!
I totally get that need to just get away. To leave everything behind and forget all responsibilities.
And there is nothing worse than having a partner, but that just cannot understand. I gave my boyfriend a real education session on Sunday morning to get him to understand. I realise I need to communicate better to him. I can't just say : I've had a bad day. I need to tell him I'm depressed, frustrated and angry. I am not intouch with myself anymore, I need to be hugged and held....
Our partners cannot guess what we feel - we need to tell them what we need. And if they are worth their salt, they will support and love us every step of the way.