Thanks Mel. Sure I will let you guys know how it goes. Less than 24 hours to go from here.
I mainly am concerned that I cannot bring across the seriousness of my depressive episodes unless I'm in them. Then when I get into them, I freak out, and no-one can seem to understand why, or how serious it actually is.
Well, with a bit of luck, this one will have some more empathy.

I funnily enough printed some of my posts for my T on Friday, as I felt I was always at a loss of words when I got to T; also that I couldnt bring enough emotions into what I was feeling, or I'd gone numb from the feelings a few days prior.
I think it was a great break-through, while it definitely wasn't easy to let someone read the posts with me sitting right opposite them. Not that she would judge, but it just left me vulnerable.