i hope you consider finding another counselor. that's what they are for . . . when you trust no one else to help you, you ask a counselor to help you. are you able to do that?

i remember feeling that way. at the time, i was convinced it was a permanent feeling. however, i don't feel that way anymore. thankfully, i asked for help and was provided more therapy. i know i am better today because i made the first step.