Thanks everybody - I really am trying not to worry about it, it's just that it's hard, knowing that my life will most likely be put on hold for a period, but not knowing exactly when.

I'm probably going to have to give back the rental car this Wed. or Thurs 'cause my insurance company is probably going to settle with me today or tomorrow. I'm a bit freaked about that, I just hope I get enough money to pay off the bank loan on the car. Then I don't know what to do about buying another car. If I'm going to be IP for a month then I'll wait until I'm out to do it, plus I still have the threat from 2 dr's pulling my licence hanging over my head, so I don't want to buy a car until I feel more confident that they won't. But it's really hard to get around on transit from where I live, so I want to get a car ASAP. I'm just confused and probably getting ahead of myself.

My Dr's, my nurse, my friends, all think going IP is a good idea, the only people who don't are my AA sponsor and friends, so it's really hard getting conflicting advice. But when I look at my life it's pretty uncontrolable right now, and I want to SI pretty bad, so it's probably good for me to be somewhere safe.

--splitimage