All the best to you in your new therapy regime. It can be boring or exciting, sad or relieving, but it's definitely worth it to get things out in the open with someone you can trust who is also a professional. I don't know where I'd be without this past year of therapy. So far I've managed to stay out of the hospital, even though I've come close a few times. It helps to know someone is out there who knows what you're going through and you can call or email them if things get too bad.