I've had feelings for my therapist for several (about 7) months. I've always been one to masturbate more frequently but just this past month I've been doing this excessively. I think it's because I'm not with a man, eh I thought I was (read the crime and passion thread in the relationships forum) and since I can't see him I masturbate to get those feelings of pleasure. And since I know logically i cannot sleep with my therapist, although would love to, I fantasize about him while masturbating.